"Rather? It's not ratherâ" he managed to squeeze in, just before she started saying how she wanted to know everything. It wasn't that he'd rather sleep with other people than her. Just... in addition to? As soon as he thought that, he realized it would have been a total arsehole thing to say. It'd been for the best he'd been cut off.
She'd slept with other people to try and forget that he was doing the same. But that couldn't have been all she was doing... could it?
He sidestepped the question she'd asked. Did it actually matter whether he answered one thing or other, to that?
"Are you tellin' me," he asked, "you didn't have fun with any of the others? Really? With Matt?" Really? Cassidy straightened his spine. "Cause me, personally, I think Matt's a bloody good way to spend one's time."
So there was one name, if she wanted names.
"And we don't have to be ashamed of it, here!" He made a waving gesture toward the bedroom door, indicating everything out there. "We get to just enjoy it! Love, I know this is gonna sound like a dickhead thing to say, but â honestly, sex without love, it's â it's just sex. It doesn'tâ" have to be a big deal? No, wait, revise. "It's its own experience, is all. And it can be fun."
Right now, he was thinking that deep down, she knew that.
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Date: 2018-07-22 11:59 pm (UTC)She'd slept with other people to try and forget that he was doing the same. But that couldn't have been all she was doing... could it?
He sidestepped the question she'd asked. Did it actually matter whether he answered one thing or other, to that?
"Are you tellin' me," he asked, "you didn't have fun with any of the others? Really? With Matt?" Really? Cassidy straightened his spine. "Cause me, personally, I think Matt's a bloody good way to spend one's time."
So there was one name, if she wanted names.
"And we don't have to be ashamed of it, here!" He made a waving gesture toward the bedroom door, indicating everything out there. "We get to just enjoy it! Love, I know this is gonna sound like a dickhead thing to say, but â honestly, sex without love, it's â it's just sex. It doesn'tâ" have to be a big deal? No, wait, revise. "It's its own experience, is all. And it can be fun."
Right now, he was thinking that deep down, she knew that.